Forum:I changed my behavior
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After that second ban I had, I had a neutral emotion, I was okay and sad at the same time, after I did an annoying behavior once, making an inappropriate reaction but actually I didn't know, and so on. After that, I don't know what to do, I stayed on the server to search the T.A.T logo until it was deleted, I joined the new one but I was banned, because that one became "an AVID subsidiary server" and because of that I was angry and also sad, since it was the only thing I had, but after VPJhuk taught me a lesson, I changed my mind, to this day I miss that server, BUT moving. I ended up starting to work on an indie web series that Charlie Fiddlesticks (Which for me is a guy who does epic work on YouTube) was creating, and as I was responsible for creating the idea of a team, and Charlie accepting, I was excited, Then I created the stories I was doing, etc., I was about to change my behavior but even an RfC that I saw, that I don't know what to say but I got angry, but really ANGRY, Then I did everything to oppose it until Trevor said that everything they wanted to change was for the good of this Wiki, things in the past were much worse, and it already had a bad reputation, and 9/9 was literally the drop of water. After reading this, I almost cried, just to say I'm almost crying writing the text, everything Trevor said he was so right but so right that I literally gave up the opposition, After that it seemed like I was ready to change my behavior from an annoying child, to a normal person like the others (as my mother always says), I'm recently active on the Multithink server, which is a wiki server specialized in creating dream logos and films, the alternatehistoryhub.com of the films. And that was my happiness for me, it made me change my behavior, until a certain day. Film & Computer Geek 2007 (formerly Esmerald est 2007), a guy I already knew in AVID, did something bad, something bad that I can't talk about, it caused a lot of drama on the server, that he was banned from everything related to Multithink and the logo community servers, he was banned from the ENTIRE community, it's the NEW CCG885. But also, it made me almost cry, I was with this drama from start to finish, that was a regret of joining the drama, just like the others (but some weren't), They left the server and others came back, and I only left the server for a few days until it returned to normal, it ended up returning to normal and I returned. To this day I am a member of Multithink. To finish the text I need to say something, this text would perhaps be an apology for everything, since I was already suffering both on the internet and in real life, I talk to my psychologist about the things that are happening, I reflected on the bad things I had, what I'm saying is serious, my dreams are already being created, I managed to have friends and I'm no longer lonely, and this text I created WHOA, it was really big, I also don't know if this will serve as a ban appeal, but maybe not, if they didn't unban me, that's fine. I already miss the server sadly, it was so cool and fun than this one, you can also do more communication with the staff and members, also to know the things that are happening, I will never know what announcements and new things are happening, the unban will serve to get me unbanned from my only server i had. Okay, you're going to say this is nonsense, but I know, I'm also going to know that you're going to say that I haven't reflected yet, but this will also serve my good future, the job I want to work on. And with this text I finish, I send you kisses and thanks for reading, we'll see you soon. Signed -Ralph Matt 12/25/2023 (P.S. and I send you all a merry Christmas :) ) |
